"Humble" is a thorny concept. If you are verifiably humble, you don't blow a trumpet advertising your humility and lowliness; that would immediately give everyone the opposite impression. "Humble" is humble; it does not consist of what it can do; quite the opposite, to be humble is to be keenly conscious of what you cannot do and what you cannot be.
We have all heard varying versions of the man who declared that he was the humblest man on earth. That immediately put the lie to his statement; humble simply is and never promotes its avowed humility. Now let me make my own boast – no, scratch that – my own great desire: I want to be so sincerely humble that men and women will not see me so much as they will see the Spirit of God working through me.
Now I am about to be so frank with you that it hurts: I have to admit to having an enormous ego that I have to fight constantly with all the weapons at my disposal. I have tried the pragmatic approach, which is 1) to remind myself I haven't accomplished any great work in a long life in which others would have done great things, and 2) I am certifiably a true "nobody."
I know all of that and it does help to curb the burgeoning growth of pride that would of course eventually make me fit for nothing.. As stated, it helps, but ego and pride are noxious weeds that refuse to die and threaten to destroy the whole garden, never mind how many arguments you marshal against them. Sure, you and I both know factually there is no reason for pride in any human, that whatever talent/ability we have was certainly not created by our own sagacity or power. We are fully aware that we didn't come into being by our own will. Before we existed we were nonentities (nonbeings) and consequently we who were not had no will, no power, we had nothing. We were nothing, nobody; and only a God can bring something out of nothing. So our very existence and whatever talent we have are ascribable only to God.
This pragmatic or reasoning mind-set is a tremendous weapon for mortifying" (killing) the unreasonable pride that is a part of the carnal nature of every person., but still we have the old longing to "be somebody," even if it is only a sham. We feel this mortal need to be praised and looked up to although the recognition is baseless and we know in ourselves, and of ourselves, we are mere persons of straw. We haven't a leg to stand on, not even a material crutch to prop up our senseless vanity. We should forget our pride and revel in the fact that we know God and He is our all in all.
To recap, this is what we must do about the pride that wants to consume us.
- We need to acknowledge the pride within us.
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Take the pragmatic approach to the problem as stated earlier in this post.
- This will not forever eliminate our carnal desire for self-glory, so we should
- Continually pray and fast and deliberately humble ourselves before God.
We could take a lesson from Hezekiah king of Judah:
"In those days Hezekiah was sick to the death, and prayed unto the LORD: and he spake unto him, and he gave him a sign. (25) But Hezekiah rendered not again according to the benefit done unto him; for his heart was lifted up: therefore there was wrath upon him, and upon Judah and Jerusalem. (26) Notwithstanding Hezekiah humbled himself for the pride of his heart, both he and the inhabitants of Jerusalem, so that the wrath of the LORD came not upon them in the days of Hezekiah." (2Ch 32:24-26)
The whole account may be seen in 2 Kings 20.1-19. I haven't the space to recount the whole story here. Suffice it to say that Hezekiah let pride get the better of him and God reproved him for it and, as punishment, told Hezekiah through the Prophet Isaiah that all the wealth and glory that Hezekiah had boasted about would all be taken away from the kingdom and carried to Babylon. But, as we can see, Hezekiah humbled himself before God and God extended mercy to him.
When God sees our deliberate self-loathing and the determination to be humble in the full meaning of the word, He will help us for however long we need help. If need be, He will be there for us the rest of our lives.
"In a dream, in a vision of the night, when deep sleep falls upon men, while they slumber on their beds, (16) then he opens the ears of men, and terrifies them with warnings, (17) that he may turn man aside from his deed, and cut off pride from man; (18) he keeps back his soul from the Pit, his life from perishing by the sword." (Job 33:15-18 RSV)
"The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit." (Psa 34:18)


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